Monday, January 4, 2010

First Post 'o 2010!

I’ve been really bad about keeping up with posts. To be honest, there hasn’t been a whole lot going on that I can blog about, but I’ll attempt to do a catch-up in somewhat chronological order...

Jeromy and I have recently made some new friends at church and we went out to dinner with two fabulous couples in early December (these cuties and these sweeties). It’s fun to get to know other young people in the congregation and have a blast doing it. I’ve been amazed with the caliber and character of people within our ward – so amazing and great examples! It’s my goal to be even a fraction of awesomeness that these people are!

My aunt, uncle, and cousins came from Killeen in mid December for me to do some family photos. I hadn’t seen my six cousins in years and it was genuinely one of the best days I had had in a while. They literally filled my heart with joy and I hope that we can all get together again soon. Each of the kids (I say “kids” loosely… the youngest is in high school) are beautiful inside and out. All are accomplished and have a great energy about them. My aunt and uncle have done a wonderful job of raising this bunch and it was so fun to hear what everyone was up to. I can’t wait to get their photos done.

My job was literally saved at the last moment the week before Christmas. The group I had been in has had some contracts frozen/pulled due to funding issues. As such, the work had really dwindled down and I knew that I probably would not last much longer (this had become a source of great concern and worry for me). On the day before I was supposed to be let go, another manager worked out a deal with my group leader for me to come over to his group and help out. Come to find out, it looks like I can be an asset to his group (report writing, etc.) and I’m really excited to learn some new skills (energy audits, energy modeling, etc.). For the time being, I am working in Dallas, but I believe that the plan is to get me back to Fort Worth once I have a better idea of the projects I will be working on. My new group is full of sweet and nice people, so that is wonderful. I’m so thankful that my job was saved – what a miracle! From the way things came together, I know that Heavenly Father’s hand was in this. I’m so grateful to have been taken care of (because frankly, I don’t know how I would have handled being laid off a second time in 2009…). :)

Our little close group of friends had a “Secret Santa” party at our home the Friday before Christmas. We met for dinner at Olive Garden and then opened gifts at the house with some hot chocolate. Everyone did a super job of getting just the right “thing” for each other… I was tickled that it turned out so well! We love our friends and treasure them so much.

Christmas was special this year. We had snow on Christmas Eve, which was beyond breath taking. It was such a treat to wake up to white on the ground. Jeromy and I stayed the night at Mom and Dad’s on Christmas Eve to avoid the slippery roads. Our decision proved to be wise, for on the way home the next day, we saw many cars that had been damaged along the sides of the highways. Christmas evening was spent with Jeromy’s family. There will be photos and more info coming about the Christmas holiday.

For New Year’s Eve, Jeromy, Nick, and I went to the Stars game. It was way fun to watch – I saw my first hat trick in person, Steve Ott got in two fights, and we won against the Ducks! A great way to end the year! I was more than happy to see 2009 go… it’s been nothing but trial after trial for Jeromy and I. If anything, the new year gives a mental reset and a cause to have hope for better things. And if better things don’t necessarily come knocking at the door, then at the very least, I hope we’ll at least have some peace and healing in 2010.

My resolution for 2010 (yes – I only have one at the moment - don’t judge) is that I want to learn how to make awesome cupcakes and to be able to decorate them super cute. Like the ones I buy from the bakery for special events. So that’s my goal this year. My mother-in-law gave me a cupcake tower for Christmas to aid in this endeavor. After this year, I want to be able to say that I can bake something (even if it’s just one thing) well. Maybe I can start laying those “Mandy-uses-the-smoke-detector-as-a-timer” jokes to rest.

Last night, I went to a youth leadership meeting for church. The 2010 theme this year is awesome (for the video, click HERE):

“Have not I commanded thee? Be strong and of a good courage; be not afraid, neither be thou dismayed; for the Lord thy God is with thee whithersoever thou goest.” – Joshua 1:9

I’ve totally heard this scripture time after time but it hit me yesterday. Maybe because I have had a lot of fear and dismay very recently. But the Lord has told me… commanded me, even… not to have those feelings. The Lord is wherever I am and if I let it, that can be the cure to my dismay-ment. We can be strong and of a good courage. What a great message for our youth. What a great message for me. I’m totally stoked to center 2010 around these words. Another cool thing is that the youth have been challenged to read the Book of Mormon between now and youth conference in March (or at least I think that’s right). Jeromy and I are going to try to partake in this challenge as well. While I’ve read it multiple times and have been moved by its testimony of Christ, it has been a long time since I’ve read it cover to cover in a short time period.

That’s about it. I still need to take down my Christmas decorations, but I figure that can wait a bit longer. (I totally meant to do that this weekend.) There are (so far) no commitments this week except for hockey on Friday, so I’m looking forward to catching up on edits and spending time at home. Happy 2010!

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Thanksgiving Photos

It's totally way overdue, but I wanted to post some photos of Thanksgiving this year. It was a treat to have BOTH of my grandmas together for the holiday... something that doesn't happen often! We don't have many family photos, so it was fun to take some quick snapshots after diving in on some yummy food! :)

My sweet Mom and Dad...




My Dee-Dee (Mom's mother)...




Alan with Dee-Dee and Grandma Lynda (Dad's mom)...




Dad and Grandma Lynda...




Jeromy, Me, Alan, Mom, and Dad...


Thursday, December 10, 2009

Season Reflections

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I love Christmas. The official Christmas tree count in my house is now up to three (one full size and two little ones). I keep my radio on Christmas music and play it through the house whenever I can starting the day after Thanksgiving. I love the lights, the hunt for the perfect gift to give, and the food. But I love Christmas even more in 2009.

As a person who has been on a quest to add to our family for most of the year, I can't tell you the new meaning that I've had for the holiday this month. In a way, I feel like I get the gift of the most awesome baby - Christ. I know that it's proabably a weird way to look at it, but just roll with me for a sec. Because of the birth of this special baby, I am reminded of the big picture. It's the peace of knowing that I've already received the most treasured blessing of all by having the gospel of Jesus Christ in my life. And that while things can be hard... very hard... in the end, I know that I'll be okay (better than okay!). Because of the gift of Christ, I can taste salvation and exaltation. And while I need to do better about taking full advantage of it, I have the blessing of the Lord's peace and spirit in my life. Pretty huge, eh? The image that best wraps up 2009's Christmas season for me is the image of the little baby Jesus in my nativity set. "By small and simple things are great things brought to pass." And even when we get down and feel alone and fall away, we have Christ's atonement to give us hope that we can be better - cleansed, even. Amazing.

I know that everyone is in a crazy time right now - trying to hang decorations, getting the house ready for future guests, wrapping gifts, etc. And that's awesome and totally fun (and needed). But I hope that in between it all, we - myself included - can focus on our specific "take away" from Christmas for this year.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

The Momentile Project


SO.... a special thanks to Nina for inviting us to try out Momentile. Now that the iPhone has several apps to make the camera worthwhile, I have been looking for a way to force myself to take more photos daily (let's face it... I need to get over my "I only shoot with my DSLR" attitude and just start using the camera I carry with me most). It's horrible that I take so many photos for other people and totally drop the ball on taking them for me and my loved ones.

*enter Momentile stage right*

Momentile is a way to take one photo a day to chronicle your year. One photo. No words. Easy. AND I've recently been on a kick where I love the "toy camera" look so it gives me an outlet for that. Sa-weet. Jeromy and I have started our "tiles" and are going to try to continue to do this...

Mandy's Momentile site
Jeromy's Momentile site

I'm SO stoked for this and think it's going to be a lot of fun. If you would like to try Momentile, drop me a comment below or email me and I'll send you an invite. :)

(If you're already a tiler, let me know so I can stalk you.)

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

2009 Blessings

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving... a day of giving thanks. We hear it all the time - people speak about counting their blessings and usually rattle off a list of very nice things. We even had some kick butt talks on gratitude in church last Sunday. It gives me warm fuzzies inside and all is well. But then I got to thinking this week about it all... and what I'm really thankful for. And why.

Anyone who is close to me knows what a bummer of a year 2009 has been. While I know that things could always be worse, I sure have felt tested physically, emotionally, and spiritually. From employment to health issues to setbacks in starting a family - multiple aspects of life have been difficult this year. I can't recall a time that so many growth experiences have been stacked so close together. Just when I was turning a corner on one obstacle, another - usually much more potent - has quickly followed. And the pattern has continued even as recently as last week. It has been easy - and almost a joke - to be able to speak of the things that haven't gone as planned this year.

But I do know this...my level of gratitude for my support system to get through trials has never been so saturated.

That is why in 2009, I am most thankful for the things that do not move. For the things that I have clung to in some of my darkest hours.

My husband. I can't even find the words to tell you how incredible he has been this year. He is a cheerleader of support when bad news comes. He is two arms around me when I am full of grief. He is a spiritual leader when I don't feel like praying. He is calm silence when I need someone by me. He is the one sleeping on the uncomfortable chair every night when I'm in the hospital. He is a hand to hold when I'm getting stuck with needles for the 100th time at appointments. He is comedy when I need relief. He is amazing. I literally cannot imagine my life without him and continually fall in love with him over and over. He has gone places that most men not venture and has stayed firm where others would have ran. Jeromy is constantly giving me renewed strength and hope and it is an understatement to say that I am thankful for him.

My faith. I am so very grateful for a Heavenly Father who loves me and sustains me through hard times. Even when I got caught up in the "woe-is-me" mode and felt like I had slipped through the cracks, my Heavenly Father still found ways to bless me with reminders that I am not forgotten. I'm so thankful to be part of a church with such beautiful doctrine. I know that families can be together forever. Jeromy and I have the most amazing bishop in the world and I am thankful for his service to us this year. I'm amazed by all the wonderful people in my congregation who are brilliant examples of love, endurance, and compassion. I'm so happy that we can utilize the power of prayer to rise above anything and feel God's spirit. I am so blessed to have the word of God accessible to me anywhere I go. There have been passages from the scriptures that have made me weep this year due to the comfort and hope that they provided. For the constant truth that does not fail, I am thankful.

My family and friends. Also known as "the people who hold you up when everything falls apart." I can't thank my family or friends enough. I feel like I've grown closer to my family this year - I didn't think that I could care for them any more than I did, but I'm convinced that my heart grew in recent months to accomodate the additional love that has developed. I know that my family truly celebrates my triumphs and have heartbreak with my trials. Not everyone can say that - I am so blessed. My friends are phenomenal - both old and new. From lifting me up in prayer to visiting me at the hospital to all the times we just hung out and had a blast... my friends are genuinely like brothers and sisters to me. I admire qualities in all of them and they are all pure, good, loving individuals who inspire me daily. I am so spoiled. Seriously.

Work. Whether it be my "weekday job" or doing Red Brick Photography, both have been a blessing to me this year. I love the company I currently work for and have made some great friends. I have developed my skills in environmental science and have had wonderful, patient mentors. When you spend 40 hours or more at a place, it's definitely a blessing to be able to say that you enjoy your tasks there as well as the people you are with. I am thankful for my employment and that I was able to find a job as quickly as I did after being laid off earlier this year. I am also thankful for the clients that have touched me through Red Brick Photography. The couples I have shot weddings for this year have been incredible and I'm so happy that I can continue to develope a skill that I am so passionate about. I'm a busy body - so staying busy is improtant to me. Work has been a wonderful experience this year and I am thankful for that.

Music. For the emotions it inspires and the moods it creates/replaces, I am thankful for the power of good music.

Home. I love the house that Jeromy and I live in. What I love even more is that it feels more like a home than it did a year ago. It's my refuge and my sanctuary. More recently, it has become the place I want to be at most. I'm thankful for the sweet memories that have been created there and for the knowledge that there will be more to come.

Bacon and Turco. Our furry children. I didn't know that I could love two silly dogs so much. They adore me unconditionally and provide many hours of entertainment for Jeromy and I. Bacon and Turco make us feel like a family and are terrific companions. There have been times this year that I swear they could read my mind. For the soft ears, sweet eyes, and wagging tails, I am thankful.

There are countless more. Things like freedom, modern comforts/conveniences, personal belongings, fajitas and other yummy foods, cameras, hockey, soft socks, books, reliable transportation, etc. I have been sustained through this year and my blessings are bountiful. My heart is full of gratitude and joy.

I hope that everyone has a wonderful Thanksgiving holiday!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

"The human spirit is stronger than anything that can happen to it." ~C.C. Scott

Dallas 3-Day Closing Ceremony


60 miles
3 days
1 cure


Stephanie and Susan -

You both are an inspiration. Between the training, fund raising, and sheer persistence, you did something amazing. The Dallas 3-Day raised 7.5 million dollars and it was a joy to see you both complete such a great goal. Your pain, endurance, and spirit will change and save lives.

Click HERE to visit the 60 Mile Mamas team page.


Dallas 3-Day Closing Ceremony

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Dallas 3-Day Closing Ceremony

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Perfect Brightness of Hope



I just ordered this fabulous necklace from Etsy because I needed something. I figured that since we have had some hard days recently and I know that there are probably more on the horizon, I could use a reminder of "the big picture." For the days that I'm feeling worn, defeated, and full of heartache, I could totally go for some hope around my neck. It's my desire that this symbol will remind this silly girl of some plain and precious truths. . .
Wherefore, if a man have faith he must needs have hope; for without faith there cannot be any hope.
Moroni 7:42

Thou art my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.
Psalms 119:114

And now, I, Moroni, would speak somewhat concerning these things; I would show unto the world that faith is things which are hoped for and not seen; wherefore, dispute not because ye see not, for ye receive no witness until after the trial of your faith.
Ether 12:6

For we are saved by hope: but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for? But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it.
Romans 8:24-25

Blessed is the man that trusteth in the Lord, and whose hope the Lord is.
Jeremiah 17:7

Rejoicing in hope; patient in tribulation; continuing instant in prayer;
Romans 12:12

Wherefore, ye must press forward with a steadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of hope, and a love of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and endure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have eternal life.
2 Nephi 31:20

And if you have not faith, hope, and charity, you can do nothing.
Doctrine and Covenants 18:19
(A special special thanks to therhouse for making this custom piece for me. I highly recommend that you check out her Etsy shop HERE - with Christmas coming up, there are lots of great gift ideas for your special loved ones.)